April 21

So today I wrote my last final of the year. I don't have any more school now until September. I get my tattoo in four days, on the 24th, and the situation between my brother and friend has intensified until, almost to my relief, said friend and I are no longer friends. We had a huge blow up on Friday and she finished the argument being all martyr like saying I can accept it or hate her it's my choice. I feel she's shown her true colors and that I seriously dodged a bullet. Obviously a relationship is more important to her then respecting another friends wishes. It's only a matter of time before she poisons everybody else against her. I'm surprised that I am in fact not sad at all, I'm not one to end friendships easily, but this was something I couldn't back down from.

I realize that when I return home life will be difficult for our friends, seeing as we were a group, but having talked to all of them, they're willing to make time where I do not have to see her. And my best friend, whom she believes to be her best friend as well, will undoubtedly spend most of her time with me, it's tradition. Very rarely do she and I spend time apart when there is an option otherwise. JC says she feels sorry for my brothers girlfriend to have someone like me mad at her. JC seems to believe I'm a frightening person when I'm angry, I know I have a temper, it comes with being Scottish, but I wouldn't ever hurt somebody I truly loved, unless it was that kind of argument. If this girlfriend pushes me too far then yes, I will hurt her, I did it during the blow up and I can do it again. Apparently I fight dirty, who doesn't when their heart and happiness is involved?

So I admit that this relentless disdain I hold for my previous acquaintance may be somewhat selfish in the aspect of our mutual friends, but I never give up, and on this point I refuse to back down. I know I have Sam's precedence, and that if it comes down to it, Sam will side with me and that is all I need. Sam is my rock in a swirling vortex of doom, had to use the cliche it was too cute, I only hope that for her sake it doesn't come down to picking a side. I understand her desire to stay friends, and can only support her in what I feel is a blind and unforgiving friendship. If the thing hurts Sam, heads will roll, much like during the reign of Henry Tudor.

April 7

It's been a while, life's been busy. I'm getting a tattoo, and I'm still angry at my brother and his girlfriend. I went to a concert with a good friend of mine and her grandparents. And I went out for supper with one of my closest friends.

I'm fairly excited to get this tattoo, it's getting done on the 24th, and it's to commemorate this very difficult year in university. I hadn't mentioned yet that I was a university student, well I am, as of right now I'm a History major, who knows what the world holds for me though?

There's a creepy guy living with me now, he watches me sleep, or he did the one time I forgot to close and lock my door whilst I was napping, *shudder*

Other then that not much is going on. I'll try and update sooner next time, with more info. I'm just not in the mood to write.